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Wednesday, October 6, 2010

for greedy girl, what do you want?

dear blogspot who keep listening me,

yeah, i'm as human not hyprocite to admit i have never satisfied for what i have had and what i have completed. ok, you can call me a greedy girl. greedy girl doesn't mean a girl who likes eating too much but i think you can said i'm a kind of greedy dreamer. there are too many dreams and desires of me which i can't tell all of them here. everyday, my brain always thinks and searches what it wants. my mind always implies something to be done by me and it works unconscious. some of my dreams or my desires are unfulfilled yet but there are some have been fulfilled. i will mention some of them till i forget what i should tell more. so yeah, in this entry i only want to mention my dreams which have been reached yet and it called "MY GREEDY DREAM" because i'm not sure it is possible to be completed.

until this moment while i'm writing this entry,

i want to end my school now!! but yeah, it's not possible because i should complete national examinations from government and school's practice & theory examinations. so, i probably pass my highschool on april 2010. i have been boring with school since i have been going to school for almost 16 years. i want to go college soon but i'm still confused where and what i should choose to continue my study in university. i promise, i'm going to study hard in college more than when i'm on school.

i want to go abroad! yes, it's my BIG DREAM. but i haven't reached it because the problem is MONEY! yes, i have written about it in my money honey entry but i want to underline it more. first at all, i want to stay at a country who is using english as first language since i can't use other languages except indonesian. and for the first target is USA because i want to see my beloved cousins' house. i want to learn about USA's culture and lifestyle. wish me can go there soon! <3

i want to make great music videos and vlogs which is being watched by tens of thousands viewers. but i'm not sure since i don't use tons of effects on my videos. it's ok if i can't so that's why i put it on my one of "greedy dreams"

i want to meet my idols. i'm a big fan of miley cyrus, justin bieber, taylor swift, cody simpson and ke$ha. ok, it's too unpredictable and unreasonable. even, until i die, i can't meet them. so yeah, this is just my "greedy dream". nothing is more. i'm just saying. it has been making me pleasant although i just listened their songs and watched their music videos.

i want success bussiness chance in building hotels, amusement & entertainment places around the world and i also want to be an entrepreneur in travel company. yeah because i love studying global histories & new languages, travelling, taking pictures and writting my adventures. it's unbelieveable because my parents forbade all of them! yes, i'm so sad because they don't support me but i just gave my fates to GOD.

how many dreams did i remember to be written in this entry? is it just a little? too much? or unbelieveable or is it too hard to be reached by me? ok that's why i called my self with my greedy dreamer.

so for greedy girl, what do you want? I WANT A LOT OF UNREASONABLE BIG DREAMS!!

xoxo, tika !