dear blogspot who keep listening me,
i’m still thinking what type of my brain is. based on iq test i have done twice, my brain is not smart. my iq is only 113, it’s an average brain and the notes said i’m in superior type. i’m not frustrated with the result because i couldn’t do the test at that time. and i’m thankful to God because He hasn’t given me low average type. i have realized that i’m not smart girl. i don’t have many talents but i have a lot of hobbies. my iq test result said i’m good at literature but i’m bad at mathematics. yes, i admit i don’t like mathematics and i’m lazy to study it. i always get bad scores in mathematics, i regret it but it’s the fact. i often get frustrated when i got the result of my math test and i always think, did my brain not work when i did the test? in the math class, i often ask my friends if i don’t understand about the lessons and I hope my friends don’t mean if i asked them a lot. but i will try to help them back if they don’t clear too. and you should know, i don’t take any course while mostly of my classmates have private teachers outside the school. i always try to study by myself for test and in my home, no one can be asked for high school subjects because my dad, my mom and my older brother don’t understand. surely, they have forgotten with all of the lessons stuffs. so yeah that’s why i like to ask some of my friends if i’m not clear with the lessons. but although i’m not smart in math, i’m quite smart to use money carefully. i don’t boast my self. so yeah, my school friends think i’m stingy and i don’t care because you have known the reasons if you have read my money honey entry on this blog. ok, back to the topic, how does my brain work? my brain can work best after i have eaten. yes, i can study hard if my stomach is full and i also can study hard if i love the lessons. i can not study in one night to prepare a test in the next day because i can not sleep until midnight moreover to study hard and difficult lesson. my brain would die because my eye need rest, it had to close if my brain were messy. i have slept at 9 pm unless during the holiday when i surfed the internet overtime. my brain can not work too when i’m panic and afraid. it always happens during the tests which are difficult to be done. and i will cry if i have a big pain problem because my brain can not help my heart by thinking with logical. but my brain can work so fast when i’m writing stories. yes, i have mentioned for hundreds time, i love writing story. but it doesn’t mean i’m a liar. i’m a type of girl who can be easy to get bored when i don’t do things i don’t like. for example, in physics class, i often ignore the teacher and start to be a dreamer in classroom. but fortunately, the teacher didn’t know me. maybe he thought i listened him because i stared at the white board where he wrote the lesson stuffs. it would be quite good if it was one of talent types. i seldom drink multivitamin to increase my brain’s ability and focus/concentration although it helps so much to my brain. the vitamin what i mean is the vitamin with glutamic acid and zinc for human’s brain. actually, i often forget what i should do. sometimes, i get lazy to take the vitamin after i eat. when i drank the multivitamin, i can study for hours in whole day. i become a super diligent girl to do home works although the teachers never checked it. and i also can receive the lesson stuffs better than i didn’t drink vitamins. my brain can’t work too when my dad is angry to me. no, my parents never judge me as stupid daughter. they are kind of kind parents although my dad is so fierce and love to force his children but my mom doesn’t. i’m not creative girl too. i can’t draw beautifully, i can’t make songs, i can’t make handycrafts, i can’t create quotes, yeah i can’t make brilliant idea. all of them are influenced by my brain. sometimes, i get envy with some of my friends who is multitalented and i think she/he can do all of things. but i am what i am. i always try to make an original idea although it’s not brilliant. i believe everyone has each talents. and i believe my iq would be increased one day. i will try to increase my iq by studying in iq book but i haven’t got the book with answer key. i have studied online but it doesn’t help me because it is not free package. so yeah, my brain only can work if i do all things i love. my brain can work when i’m not stressed. i always hope all my day is always fulled with relaxation because if i was relax, my brain could work better. so yeah, i have tried that way when i did difficult tests, and the results sometimes are succeeded, for example, i’m bad at listening english but when i did the listening test, i tried to relax and give my score fate to God and the result said i got good score. yay! but there are also failed relaxation result. you surely know what the test is, right? yeah, in math test! i’m sad and always get frustrated if i get a lot of bad scores. i think i need to study harder unless i will not go up. Wish me luck, please! so yeah, although i have reached a lot of failure and seldom to get a lot of luck, i would try to use my brain carefully. i prefer have careful brain than super genius brain. i’m afraid i would be crazy if i was too smart. hahaha.. ok, it’s quite enough to write about my brain because my brain can’t think anymore. i need rest. so byee,, ♥
let my brain works with freedom. don’t force my brain to do what it can’t do,
t i k a ! !
